I didn’t post anything at the actual beginning of the semester, so it feels weird to start now, two weeks into my internship.
My question is, though: was anybody else profoundly not homesick if/when they moved away from home to start teaching?
Everyone at my placement school has been so shocked that I didn’t intend to drive home (300+ kilometers) to visit every weekend. I was shocked that they thought I would. Why give up six hours of my weekend to go home, where I don’t have access to my school computer or any of the plans and materials on it? What do I really have to talk about with my parents after only five days away?
I didn’t have any plans to come home, yet here I am, at home right now. I have enough problems with social anxiety that under the onslaught of shocked comments and head-shaking— probably meant in teasing, I know! but that doesn’t change much— I finally broke. I threw an overnight bag together and jumped on the highway just to get away from the judging and mockery from my landlady, a nice but very unsympathetic school custodian. (I would have been okay if I didn’t have to go home to more of the same.)
I cried for the first hour of the drive out of sheer stress at how much of a massive disruption of my weekend work this was, but at the same time I felt it would be far too humiliating, not to mention a waste of gas, to turn around and go home. I seriously debated just stopping in the nearest major town and spending the night there in my car, using the public library’s internet to work. Bam, weekend “away” from school without going home.
Now that I’m home, I just feel disjointed. I’m literally sick with anxiety. I do not want to be here. But my mom is so happy that I can’t tell her.
Report card comments: Needs to work on autonomous adult decision-making skills. Backbone-developing exercises would help.
Ten weeks ago: I signed up for an internship placement in a particular school with a particular teacher, who was one of the few high school English teachers in my entire province offering to take an intern.
Four weeks ago: My classmates start getting their placement confirmations. I get nothing.
Three weeks ago: Nothing.
Two weeks ago: Nothing.
13 days ago: Placement confirmation letter! It says that my school and principal have already received their own confirmation letter, and that they will be expecting my call. It is the weekend, and I have to wait until Monday to call.
10 days ago: I call the school using the contact info in my confirmation letter. The voice on the other end is confused.
"You’re calling for [principal]? Yeah, he’s not… this isn’t his school. This is [school]. He works at [other school]."
I am given a different phone number. It is not even remotely close to the first one (there was no typo error).
I call that phone number, somewhat more cautiously. It is the right one. When my call is transferred to the principal, I gather up my nerve and cheerfully announce, “Hi, this is [Mx Learninginprogress], your intern for the fall!”
"…We got an intern?"
"…Yes? That’s what my letter says."
"We haven’t gotten any mail from the university in a while. They told us weeks ago that we were getting taken out of the running, and we weren’t getting an intern."
"…Ah. So, uh…"
"Well, uh, it’s nice to have you!"
Whew. Internal crisis averted. Shush, anxiety.
He’s good at rolling with the punches, I’ll say that. So everything has worked out fine so far. :)
But 10$ says that the school won’t have received its own internship paperwork by the time I meet with my co-op tomorrow. uwu
Remind me to post the story of how my university told my internship school that they weren’t getting an intern, sent them no internship paperwork, and then three weeks later told me the wrong contact information for that school. It’s a good one.
My first full-time teaching gig was at a charter school for students with Autism Spectrum disorder, ADHD, and Emotional/Behavior needs. So, yes, I’ve taught students with autism. It is such an umbrella of a diagnosis that I am hesitant to give advice one working with students that have been diagnosed on the spectrum. Each kid will have different strengths and weaknesses, like any other kid. Their minds just may work differently, but that doesn’t mean they are lesser. Oftentimes, a different way of thinking allows an individual to be successful in areas others are not. The best thing you can do is be an ear to listen, a guiding hand for things that are difficult for the child to navigate, and always be aware how amazing they are and help them use their awesomeness to their best advantage. Remember, they don’t need fixing. They do often need support in utilizing their strengths and dealing with things that are difficult for them —- just like any other kid. I think Dr. Temple Grandin (not a medical doctor, she has her doctorate) opened my eyes most to what Autism can be like to live with and how it varies so greatly from person to person. I most definitely recommend picking up her book, Thinking in Pictures.
As far as looking into working with pre-k students in general, I’d join the National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC). They have a discounted student membership. This will get you online access to their journal Young Children and then you can get the print version of Young Children or Teaching Young Children. Teaching Young Children is just pre-k related teaching ideas while YC is more Pre-K through third grade (with an emphasis on the younger end). I have learned a lot from both journals and implemented many ideas from there.
My district uses the Creative Curriculum and I know a lot of other programs as well as daycare / independent preks use it as well. You might look into its corner stone values.
Finally, most of the pre-K students I work with that have needed early intervention have needed speech and/or language therapy. This is often in addition to other services. As a classroom teacher, it will be your job to support what the SPL is doing in his/her sessions. I make an effort to stay informed on best practices to build language and help with speech in the classroom (feedback loops, prompting, intentionally teaching vocabulary, modeling grammar, etc.)
Hope this helps!
Just got my letter (email) of welcome from the school division superintendent. The fall semester officially starts the day after my hugely important appointment with the tightly booked psychiatrist. Cue MASSIVE RELIEF.
My first meeting with my internship co-op and principal is in 4 days. It’s gonna require a 4 hour drive starting at 5:30 AM, but I would happily do that for a principal who said, “Oh, your minor is biology? I’ll make sure to tug our two science teachers into the meeting as well so that we make sure you pick up some science classes in the fall, too.”
And I discovered that the internship-prep session my co-op picked is going to be heavily populated with my friends from university courses. We’ll all get to have one last get-together before heading into internship.
Now I just have to get through the last two weeks of these spring courses.